Where’d it go?

I’ve noticed that I don’t pay much attention to time. Mainly because I have absolutely no idea where it’s gone. My friend Jay’s son is already two years old. I swear it was like he was born yesterday. I didn’t even realize it until I saw his birthdate written in Jay’s AIM profile. Heather’s son is going to be 2 in a few months and I remember when John showed me the very first pictures of a gorgeous mommy and her son.

As of March 1st, I’ve known Shaun for 7 years, 7 freaking years. How the hell did that happen? Bella’s already two, and I still remember everything I did the week I first got her, straight down to what clothes I wore the few days before and after I got her. So I don’t know if it’s an attention to time that I’m having an issue with, or the fact that I’ve got every little detail stored in my head so that time is automatically void, just to leave some room for other things.

I’ve supposed to have been keeping my to-do list in the proper order but I’ve still managed to bump Christina down a few notches for the work I’m doing on her site. I feel horrible about it but I’ve hardly got time to scratch my own ass these days. And when I finally DO – I completely forget to even look at my list. Not just for her site, but for things to do in general. This list of mine is about 4 pages long and is growing every single day. To the point that I had to pull out some index cards just so I could organize it.

Where the hell did all the time go? Why is everything around me moving so quickly but I’m at a stand still with the finish line so damn far away?

PS: Thank you to the two users whom completed offers on nb4f and the digital camera referrals

7 Responses to “Where’d it go?”

  1. Ashley says:

    I know exactly what you mean about time going by so quickly. It’s a wonder that anyone can keep up with it at all. I had the same thoughts that you’re having now when my friend’s son turned three a few weeks ago. I was like three?! Already?! He just turned one not that long ago!

    Sheesh, time needs to chill. And let us catch up with it.

  2. Christina says:

    LOL. It’s okay. You’ve been really busy and I understand that. I know completely what you mean about time flying by. On Sunday my brother will be turning 18. 18! I cannot believe it. It was just yesterday when he was 10.

  3. Sam says:

    I was just wondering about time myself. I feel old, yet i still look young.(apparently younger than 18?) my little babies are walking, crawling, talking and going to school. my brother is a few months from being a high school freshman…

    It’s crazy. When we were younger, time would go by so slow. I remember counting down the days until certain events and they would seem to drag. Now they just sneak up on you and pimp slap you when you least expect it. And it’s worse when you are working a lot, you seem to miss it all.

  4. Miranda says:

    My sense of time just doesn’t exist anymore. Maybe it’s an age thing? Like the older you get the more crammed your mind is with all of these things that time ends up so messed up. I think that’s me anyway. My nephew’s just turned 11 and I still think of him as a little baby!

  5. Sean says:

    Time flies, it sucks but its true. You just need to take it on day at a time.

  6. Lynn says:

    How many more referrals do you need? I’m too lazy to look, but I could be a referral if you need one.

  7. Krissy says:

    Lynn…3 for the digital camera. That’s really my main focus right now considering the 90 day limit the site set on the accounts.

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March 03, 2006

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