My schedule is so out of whack that for the bulk of the day I literally have no idea what I’m doing. Tonight while I was barbecuing dinner, I felt as though my body was just standing there while my head was floating around the bedroom wondering just when it would be the right time to hit the pillow. I’m sick and tired of waking up so late in the afternoon. I feel unproductive and it’s really getting me down these days.
I have a white-board next to me that lists everything that I need to accomplish. The list has literally been sitting there for the last week and hasn’t even been looked at. I really hate this about myself. I get into a funk that I can’t get out of for a few days and then once I officially get away from it all – I can’t stop myself from overworking and then complaining that I have absolutely no personal time for myself.
I really need to learn how to balance this stuff out before I completely crash for good!