I haven’t even really started my Monday but I know for a fact that it’s just not going to be a good day in general. Last week while I was organizing things I found Joe’s mass card. To my surprise I was completely thrown off by what I was reading. For a long time I was convinced that his birthday was the end of May. Leave it to me to screw up the dates….
I found out that his birthday actually fell on April 27th. The reason I’m in a funk right now is because Lucy also has the same birthday.
Joe – April 27, 1981 -> March 7, 2006
Lu – April 27, 1985 -> February 17th, 2009
There’s too many 7’s involved, and things are just too damn close together for me to be even remotely comfortable about it, it’s one of those freaky things that just kind of hit you very hard when you make the discovery that you certainly were NOT expecting. I was just happy that I was finally able to find Joe’s mass card so I could put it on my mirror, the way I’d had it before it was boxed away and shipped down to DE with me. I was just taken back when I actually put two and two together.
So, I already know for a fact that it’s going to be just a really bad day for me. I’ve put those whom I actually give a crap about on warning to just not bother me today…with anything. To those whom don’t already know…they can deal with my being a bitch and I couldn’t give a shit about their feelings.
Just a point to ponder. Everyday is a good day no matter what your mood is. The mere fact that you are kicking and very much alive is already a big “thank you thing.” although I can’t blame you for thinking this way, but the mere fact that you were blessed with much abundance in life, you should now set-aside that negative feeling. So this a GOOD DAY! smile always friend life is not that serious, take humor more seriously.
Yeah, I’ve had days where I felt the same way; but sometimes it is a matter of self fullfilling prophecy. You think it will be a bad day and so you go out and make it become a bad day.
Too much unexpected surprises!
Birthdays in general are hard to remember, especially in April!
I feel there are always so many. I literally have 4 birthdays a week in April.. uggh!
hmm, that seems like a very crazy coincidence. i like it, it is crazy how some things just work out.
I hope you are fine now.You can find some ways to relax.
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Do any of you idiots realize that it has nothing to do with going out and making it a bad day? It was a bad day because the only two best friends I’ve ever truly had – not only are dead – but were freaking born on the same day? I’m entitled to be upset about it. I don’t really understand anyone lately with the “get over it” mentality. Fuck you! I’d love to hear your reaction if one of your best friends passed away and you were freaking lost with out them. Would you ‘suck it up’ then? Or would you mourne as you’re entitled to fucking do so!
So sad to hear, but there are always things and happenings that can’t be helped. I admit that I am a forgetful person I really don’t know if I have a serious problem mentally well I hope not. But remember one bad thing won’t be the reason why your day will also go bad. there will always be a reason..something that will make your day good.