I really should be working…
I’m not really sure why, but I’m having a lot of trouble concentrating today. I’ve actually been having trouble concentrating for almost a week now. The last thing I want to do is open up Photoshop and actually get some work done. I think it’s based on the fact that I’m just stuck in a rut that I can’t seem to wiggle my way out of. I always want to find something completely different and unimportant. All of the laundry is done, the kitchens clean, I’ve cooked dinner every night and even did some shopping with Karen this past weekend. As far as actually sitting down in Adobe and physically getting some work done – my brain just can’t seem to grasp it.
Even now I’m holding off on things and I have like six sites to work on and haven’t started a single one. All I can do is think about how I need to put tonights dinner away and get myself set to watch the Monday night shows on CBS. Since those are on in 8 minutes I have the feeling they’re going to take the priority yet again. I’m not really sure what’s wrong with me, but I can tell you that it’s completely unlike me and really not going to work in my favor. There are numerous bills to pay, emails to answer and sites to start and my brain is just all “Nope, bedtime right?”. Coffee doesn’t even work anymore and I’m up to over a pot a day just to hold me over and it’s still not working.
To top off everything else, I’m still looking to build a new template for here because this one is officially driving me crazy. I’m tempted to just change it over to a basic default one just so I can get by. I also know that won’t work for long because I can’t stand anything ‘Default’ that comes with a script, no matter how much customization is available its still not enough to keep me happy. I wind up spending more time on changing the temporary template than I do designing a new one.
I’m sure I’ll figure something out at some point, for now I’m going to sidetrack myself with TV until I can finally hunker down and get something done.