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Too much TV…

Wednesday, April 4th, 2007

So as you know I’m kind of a big fan of shows like Dr. 90210 and other plastic surgery based shows. It has nothing to do with the end effect, really…I just kind of like to see how far people will go just because they have enough money to fix something they’re to lazy to do on their own.

I’m watching a show right now where a woman with the absolute oddest nose I’ve ever seen is about go under the knife to get her long awaited rhinoplasty in Washington DC. The bump on her nose looks kind of like a traffic cone is sticking out of her face. She’s been teased about it since she was 9 years old and once she started working, she realized that her nose was getting in the way of her dreams. She strives to be a physical therapist but she feels as though she won’t be taken seriously because her nose ends “two feet away from her face” (in her words, not mine). For many years her mother thought that it would go away over time and considered it to be a “typical Jewish nose”, until she hit 13 years old it wasn’t really a problem. For the past 5 years she’s done everything she could to try and hide the bump. Long bangs, hats, etc. Nothing ever worked so now she’s going under the knife and finally doing something about it.

In situations like these, I can understand why she’s doing it. The issues I have with plastic surgery are things like “Lunch-time Lypo” where you can just get a few pockets of fat removed without being knocked out. They numb the area with a ‘local’ and then go from there. Why can’t they just do some sit-ups on their lunch breaks? What happened to people WORKING towards what they deserve instead of just throwing the gold card around on useless life-threatening surgeries.

I don’t like the idea of implants because, and plenty of women can vouch for this, there’s no reason to be so top heavy when all it brings is back problems. I’m only a large C/Small D and my back is extremely messed up because of the weight in my chest. Yea, my being a large girl to begin with plays a roll but it’s my shoulders that hurt more than my lower back. It’s the weight on the TOP causing that issue. There are girls who weigh 110lbs with DD implants who look absolutely ridiculous but men will continue to drool over them. I don’t know how confident one can be when they’re hunched over because their body can’t take the weight of something they chose to have implanted in there.

Bottom line, I guess I only agree with the surgery if there’s absolutely NO other alternative. For example; Say someone who weighs about 500lbs gets Gastric Bypass surgery. Since the weight has been on your body for so long, the skin is naturally stretched. The weight dropping off so quickly really gives you no time for the skin to reform itself. Because of this your body is covered in excess skin that can not be toned. In situations like these, getting the surgery to remove the skin seems completely natural. If, while you’re under the knife, you choose to have your nose chizled out and an implant or two thrown into yourself – then obviously that’s just a waste. Why re-stretch the skin that you just went in to get rid of — you know?

Lucky Streak

Monday, April 2nd, 2007

I don’t know how I’ve managed to do it, or even why I’m deserving of it but – I’ve had the absolute BEST lucky streak in the world for the past few days. It’s a lot of little things here and there, and then a HUGE thing that has me jumping for joy.

Baby and I are going really well with no fights, my father has completely been able to handle the news of my moving here permanently, I’m going up on Saturday to get the rest of my things. Clients are coming in REALLY strongly right now and I’ve got a huge lump of money coming towards me over the course of the next few months based on repeat clients a lone but this has nothing to do with the BIG NEWS…no no no.

I’ve landed a client that in my business world is considered a “high roller”. The account will total approximately $30,000 over the course of the next six months and I can honestly say I’m close to peeing in my pants because of all of the excitement. This is just one client, I know there are people out there who make far more than that for a year of work but I’m doing it in less than six months with ONE person working PART TIME. If I can keep pulling in clients like this I can go out and get a gorgeous exotic cars for sale and be flashy about it. I wouldn’t do that though, contrary to popular belief I try to draw the least amount of attention to myself as possible. This doesn’t mean I would turn down a Bentley Continental GTC. God that’s a gorgeous car.

In any event, time to get back to work. I’m sure I’ll blog again…it’s a gorgeous day outside and there are lots of dumb people around to entertain me…and then you when I post again…heh

Busy….busy.

Sunday, April 1st, 2007

I’m not sure how I managed to do it but every single bid I’ve put in on GAF has been chosen. There’s someone up there (points) that is looking out for me. I want to believe it’s Joe but I’m sure it could be my grandmother as well. Over the course of the last 5 days I’ve managed to make about $1300.00 which I can honestly say is the best feeling in the world. I know for sure that if I keep this up I’ll not only have more than enough money for Atlantic City but enough to buy a new bed and even a dresser for when I get all of my things down here.

I have a lot of things to pack when I go up to NY this weekend. There’s 22-years worth of memories and items that need to be sorted through, thrown out and packed up. It’s going to be rather difficult considering I only have about 2 days (tops) in order to do it. Once I get back here there’s a pile of work to go through, plus a crap load of boxes to sort through. I think the only thing I won’t be doing over the course of the next couple weeks is going out and looking for a Naples cosmetic surgeon. Not that I couldn’t use it, face is drooping a bit but hopefully this diet is going to clear that problem up for me.

Yes, I’m on a diet. I know you hear fat girls say it all the time but I really have no choice in the matter. My clothes bother me, I could probably pack better if they weren’t so bulky. My back is out of whack, my ankles and knees are weak from supporting the weight all of my life and just recently I’ve developed a problem with my hip. I could easily go to a doctor and request to be fixed but all he would tell me is lose some weight and things will be easier on me. So instead of spending money to hear a doctor turn me down, I’m taking matters into my own hands and fixing things. I’m doing OK now but once everything settles down I’ll be going on Michael Thurmond’s – Six Week Body. I’ve been looking into this program for over a year and I’m finally getting the courage to go ahead and start it. It was a very difficult year for me, losing Joe and what not, so I think it’s time to live a little instead of playing it as safe as I’ve been based on comfort levels. I have an excellent form of support with my boyfriend, he’s going to do it with me.

We’ve been taking longer walks on the beach, longer walks with Bella at night, eating better, not loading up on pure junk food and just taking it easy for the most part. There’s a lot more that we could be doing but time constraints are limiting us at the moment. When our financial life slows down a bit, we’ll be able to go full force into something. Every little bit counts though…right?

I know there should be a new template here but unfortunately I wasn’t able to finish editing it. I hope to have it up later after I’ve gotten some work done.

Miami = FUN?

Saturday, March 31st, 2007

Baby and I have a lot of plans to take many trips over the course of our life together. It’s easy for us to decide on places we want to go because we share a lot of the same interests. The one thing I’m unsure of, however, is if I could ever get him to go to a Miami art museum with me, maybe we can meet George Lindemann he’s on the Board of Trustee’s there, ya know.

I spent a lot of time watching CSI: Miami, this is probably because I’m a junky for all-things crime shows. The reason I like CSI: Miami so much is because of the scenery, mainly. CSI: NY is nothing I haven’t seen before, hell – that’s what Law & Order is for. The original CSI is based in Vegas and all that does for me is give me an urge to gamble when I really shouldn’t. So, I’ll take the one that has the prettiest sites, the sexiest people and of course Spanish cuisine (sucker for it, stomach doesn’t always agree).

On tonight’s episode something was going on in a museum and it made me wonder what it would be like to just hang out in another Art Museum for the day. The only way for me to do it in NY was to travel quite a while in order to even get to it. I’m unsure as to where one is located in Delmarva (something local residents will have to help me with. So I continue to strive on going to a place where the weather is absolutely gorgeous (almost year round) and the ability to look at fine art, eat amazing food and still be able to enjoy the beaches and work on my very important tan. I think it’s time to go wake him up and drop this bomb on him…heh.

Baby’s Going Bald!

Friday, March 30th, 2007

I know it doesn’t like it very much but lately I’ve been picking on Baby about his receeding hair-line. I know it’s not the nicest thing in the world to do but he’s only 22 so seeing it is just amusing. Knowing that the men in his family have the same problem (only obviously in advanced stages because they’re older). I’ve recommended that he eventually look into hair restoration. Jeffrey Epstein a hair restoration surgeon that I’ve recommended to him specifically. He doesn’t appreciate it but when your forhead is gradually getting larger, you have to at least admit to it. His excuse is shaving his head, sure – can’t admit your going bald so just shave your head instead – denail is a river in Egypt baby. I know it’s a temp fix, but he knows I don’t like him with a shaved head. So I may have to take control of his buzzer before his hair grows in…heh.